Thinking.

I don't know where to start this blog. I have tried writing 100 different things, but nothing seems to fit into place. Nothing is exactly what I want to say. I want to be able to tell everyone a few things about me now, but I don't think that I can really get the words out. For now I'm going to just vent a little bit.

I really hate it when you are looking forward to something and then someone changes plans on you at the last minute.

I really like stuffed crust pizza with pineapple and chicken. It sounds gross but it's delicious!!

I really cannot stand people who don't know what they are doing and claim to be professionals!

I really really really do not like it when people confuse an upbeat with a pickup. An upbeat is an upbeat. The equivalent of half a beat. You MAY NOTTTTTT use the word "upbeat" when you are talking about one whole beat!!! NO! DON'T DO IT!! A pickup can be any specified number of beats so long as that number is subtracted from the last measure. You can say "pickup into the next measure." So long as your students know the amount of beats or sub-beats you are "picking up." It is more precise to say "Quarter note pickup into the next measure" or "16th-note pickups into the next measure." You see? You cannot interchange "upbeat" with pickup. It's inaccurate, stupid, and confusing. DON'T DO IT!!

I do not like being sick!! My least favorite thing is acid reflux. THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD!!!! UGH!!

I love hugs!! <3 <3 <3 LOVE THEM!! I love giving them. I love getting them. I love thinking about them. **sigh** I just...love them!

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Pumpkin! ANYTHING PUMPKIN! I just...I love it. I love pumpkin pie, pumpkin cheesecake, pumpkin rolls, pumpkin bread, pumpkin steamers, Pumpkin juice...MMMMM.... pumpkin...well...I think you get the point. I love pumpkin stuff.

I don't like forgetting things. Lately I have been forgetting so many things. I find myself starting a conversation, and then...whewwwwww It's gone. I feel like i'm getting old too early. ANDDDDDDD I was taking a test today...and I had studied, so I knew the answers to these stupid fill in the blank answers...and...I forgot. It was terrible. I remembered one of them, but the other one...I had to just guess cause I tried and tried to recall it...I just...couldnt. Then came home and realized that I had actually thought of that word and decided it wasnt right. lol. I hate it when that happens.

I like friends who listen to me.

I can't stand it when people pretend to listen to what your saying, but really have no clue what you are talking about. It drives me crazy! Why can't people just pay attention for 30 seconds and then get back to their own lives. etc.

I hate not being able to sleep. Recently I've been having some sleep troubles. It SUCKS!! I used to be able to sleep 9 hr+ a night, and now I'm averaging about 6, but I have more and more trouble getting to sleep. I hate that!!

I don't like bugs. I don't think I ever have. YUCK!!

I hate it when someone says they're going to do something and then...you find out later that...they didnt. BOGUS!!!! Anyway...

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE almost more than anything else....getting mail!! I LOVE IT!! The THRILLLLLLLLL of opening my box and seeing letters in there is enough to make my entire week worth going through!!

I think I'm done ranting for the evening. It's been a pretty crappy day and I just wanted to end it with some rants and raves. lol. Hope you guys are all doing well...

OH!! You guys should write me letters. If you get brave...email me and i'll tell you my address. :D Look forward to hearing back from you guys!